DFM!

this experience is really indescribable it is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo……………

I LOVE YOU, ESPECIALLY YOU

the previous week has been fucking awesome and sexy and just too bloody good to be true.

MUSE is the sex. i had the greatest experience of my life on 3 February 2010. i can die happy. i just wish i was married to dom/matt/chris. i really really really love them. i would have sex with them if they would with me. seriously. i want Muse to come back.

the barrier to prove we were at the front, jealous bitches? haha

i look like shit there but it’s all right cos we all were HIGH

Muse. I LOVE YOU, ESPECIALLY YOU.

Muse promise you’ll come back? or we’ll execute our plan to go to wembley before we die. I LOVE YOU MUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!

Knights of Cydonia

MUSE is tomorrow. MUSE MUSE MUSE MUSE MUSE MUSE MUSE MUSE

yesterday was just completely mad and awesome and high and angsty much? omg the whole thing was so exhilarating and embarrassing though. hahahahaha. can’t wait.

i’m super blur now i’m so confused

i just watched the last episode of hi my sweetheart thank you youtube

I want to be a princess when I grow up

i’m so tired. out of all the days i feel the most sian today. i don’t even have time to rest sian. anyway i only had like 4plus hours of sleep yesterday i just realised and then woke up to meet zing at siglap macs for breakfast haha you know you miss your friend when you hug her at macs. seriously.

afterthat was work at jj. i’m damn tired please. i was damn bored. when there weren’t any customers, i topped up the milk in the fridge. and we have to practise first-in-first-out. so i had to bring out the milk that expires before the new milk that i’m gonna put in. and i was having a really tough time so i told the milk cartons to stop being a bitch. chased the Singaporean bird outside (you know those black birds with the yellow beaks, yeah those are Singaporean birds) cos it was on the table. if there weren’t anybody outside, i would’ve asked it to fuck off seriously.

after work i had two solid hours of tuition. sian. very tired now.

i’d better get started with ITB i’ve never hated the existence of IT up until now.

Smells Like Teen Spirit

hi world. i haven’t blogged in quite some time because i’ve been really busy with school work. well anyway today is the last session of volleyball i will miss having to wake up at 6 am in order to be in school just in time for this sport. hahahahahah i sound so sarcastic but i really really mean it. but today sucked cos the sun was super hot and everyone like FORGOT how to play there really wasn’t much team spirit. but ANYHOW.

i wanted to blog about something but i really forgot what.

so anyway, on tuesday, i went to watch Andrew Bird perform at the esplanade. i had such an awesome time. the music was simply beautiful. everyone enjoyed every bit of it. he’s really humble and he started on time, unlike Cat Power who started like what half an hour late?! and then at the end, he gave us extra 30 minutes encore. he’s really a wonderful music man. he’s so so so so so so talented. after the second song, i told lincoln that ‘I am in love’.

school on all the other days of the week but here come the weekends!!! i’m so thankful that it’s finally friday and i can take a breather and have normal sleeping hours. i really wish i was born with more self-discipline or at least teach myself to  procrastinate less.

next week will be the last week of school. following that would be two weeks of consultation/study break before the exams start on the 20th. after the 25th, i would have officially finished my first year in NP. YAY!!!! put your hands in the air and shout for joyyyyyyy. it’s damn sian when you see all your jc friends go on to J2 and you’re still in first year like in the middle of your 2nd semester. you feel like you’re lagging behind. it’s quite difficult to explain la.

i really wanted to say something but i forgot.

i really need to do CNY clothes shopping. so far i’ve got….. like a pair of sandals. and quite fail la. i don’t really like it now. i need something else tell me how and where and who to get money from? i need clothes that are cheap and beautiful and wearable and more clothes like that and MORE clothes like that. hahahahaha. stupid.

i’m like half asleep now even though it’s only 3pm in the afternoon. i haven’t had much sleep these couple of nights because of the project rushing and staring at the laptop for several hours straight after a whole day of school and travelling and tuition definitely drains your body and mind. so i am going to take advantage of the remaining hours of my day before meeting liye to take a nap. i am happy.

OMG as soon as i clicked on ‘publish’ i remembered what i wanted to blog about. does everyone know about iPad? omg seriously go google it and you’ll see how ugly it is. and what’s up with that name?!?!?! SERIOUSLY. it’s as if you’re talking about a sanitary pad that has electronic functions. or it’s as if you’ve got problems spelling iPod. seriously. APPLE. think about it.

I HATE MY LIFE

CHEESE AND SOUR CREAM&ONION CRACKERS ARE THE BOMB

OMG!! i thought episode 13 was the last part of HMS. hahahaha i was cheated! HAHA. i still have to wait for next week?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! it’s okay. at least i know they’ll end up together hahahaha so cute

i’m in love

JEALOUSYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

sigh im really jealous of my class couple they’re really damn damn damn sweet. they will last forever. so sweet really.

when i think of my own relationship… sigh. they’re like the sweetest couple ever. they celebrate the months they’ve been together. how sweet is that!?!?!? the number of places they’ve been to. the number of things they’ve done together. the number of movies they’ve watched. the amount of time they’ve spent with each other. the number of photos they’ve taken. the amount of love they have for each other. it is overwhelming. i’m really really jealous. JEALOUS J E A L O U S JEALOUS

he really loves her and she really loves him. they’ve never quarreled before. and they see each other almost everyday. i’m having a meltdown. how can they be so perfect together. i think it’s time i stopped talking about how jealous i am and appreciate the relationship i have with lincoln. but HOW CAN I DO THAT WHEN I KNOW THAT THERE’S SO MANY THINGS IM MISSING OUT ON IN LIFE IS IT JUST ME I THINK I’M GOING CRAZYYYYYYYYY

GROW GROW GROW

omg… i know i’ve been through this before but i simply can’t get over the fact that my hair looks like shit. it’s too short i look like a bung. omg. it’s so so so so so so weird to have this hairstyle. i really really am not enjoying the looks given to me by my classmates is there any way for my hair to grow fast in order not to look so weird? ?? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ???? ?

i’m really depressed. help i’m alive, my heart’s beating like a hammer.