Jumping into puddles, what if you fall through?

yesterday there was something that happened that made me feel really disturbed and sad. it’s none other than the bloody grad night. it’s really horrible to even think about it. the feeling sucks! isn’t the grad night supposed to be something to make the graduates feel really good about themselves? and that they have the right to decide whether to go or not? i really think it’s really bad that this thing costs $35, in the bloody school. walao.

the Os are in about 15 days, i’m quite nervous.. haha 🙂 it’s okay i’ll just work harder. girls, ya’ll better buck up as well! darn my contacts are expired. i hope help comes quick..

i think i look like an alien. i’m not kidding. i look like that in almost every photo i take. oh shit the stupid graduation photo is SO ugly i can’t believe i look like that. but then again, i can. shit la, the people are really unprofessional then. hahaha..

!!! i’m SOOOOOO hyped up cos i’m no longer a student of ANY institution! i’m a graduate of TMS now! woohoo! i was really really really hyper yesterday hahaha yay lalala… also, yesterday, October the 3rd, was tricia ng’s birthday!!! haha, we all had so much fun at Earle’s Swensens and then walked around and took quite a lot of photos. yes, alien-like ones of me. and then we sent her back home and we played mahjong! haha, it’s probably the last time that im gonna play before the Os. idiotic sial. but it’s gonna be over soooooooooooooon.

i’m still alone at home, feeling lonely but at least i feel better. the tv’s on and i’m using the com. my eyes hurt. stupid contacts. oh ya zing!!! i love your favourite song, it keeps playing in my head it’s so awesome. i listened to their whole album while doing Amath. i’m so happy. but i’m lonely. 😦

i need a haircut how?

Brosandi                                                         Smiling
Hendumst í hringi                                                Spinning round and round
Höldumst í hendur                                                Holding hands
Allur heimurinn óskýr                                            The whole world a blur
nema þú stendur                                                  But you are standing

Rennblautur                                                      Soaked
Allur rennvotur                                                  Completely drenched
Engin gúmmístígvél                                               No rubber boots
Hlaupandi inni í okkur                                           Running inside us
Vill springa út úr skel                                          Want to erupt from a shell

Vindurinn                                                        The Wind                   
og útilykt af hárinu þínu                                        An outdoor smell of your hair
Ég lamdi eins fast og ég get                                     I hit as hard as I can
með nefinu mínu                                                  with my nose

Hoppípolla                                                       Jump into puddles
Í engum stígvélum                                                With no boots on
Allur rennvotur(Rennblautur)                                     completely drenched(Soaked)
Í engum stígvélum                                                With no boots on

Og ég fæ blóðnasir                                               And I get a nosebleed
En ég stend alltaf upp                                           but I always stand up

Og ég fæ blóðnasir                                               And I get a nosebleed
En ég stend alltaf upp                                           but I always stand up

ennuis

(that’s french for troubles) hello i’m back! i just thought of something when i was taking a bath just now – i really don’t wanna get old. i saw this thin lady yesterday i think she’s in her 60s’/70s’/80s’ i don’t really know cos they kinda look the same to me? sorry. but ya she’s old and she’s so pitiful. her eyes had like little bumps like little blisters that looked quite permanent, and it’s like blurring her vision definitely. i’m really angry why must she suffer this? i don’t get why when we get old, we get less healthy. i mean, i just don’t know why this must happen. can’t we all just live and let live? my heart felt really sour when i saw that poor old woman. and some more she looks like she’s one of those mothers who are left to fend for themselves after their kids grow old and visit only during chinese new year. or you know, like hari raya or deepavali. (if not you say im a racist) argh, i hope she gets better i think it’s real irritating to always see something at the corner of your eye, blocking your vision. eesh. god forbid that i suffer this ill fate in future. i know i’ve accidentally killed snails, but i don’t want to suffer like that next time..

the countdown is set and it’s 18 days to the bloody Os. yes, you saw right. 18 days. and im sitting here typing about some poor old woman that isn’t related to me and blabbering on and on and on. well, mdm sharifah said blogging can improve our language. i’m revising now.

PRC invasion crisis

it has been brought to my attention that the number of chinese nationals in singapore is like increasing at a rapid rate. and pretty soon i kinda think the ratio of chinese nationals (whom i refer to as PRC) to singaporeans will be 1:1. it’s really scary and i think it’s a crisis. WHY ARE WE WELCOMING SO MANY OF THEM?! furthermore, how many foreign workers singapore government wanna employ? shouldn’t there be some sorta quota or something so that at the very least other singaporeans can find jobs too? EVERYWHERE!!! the waitors, cashiers, commuters, whores and like other service positions. i see at least 2 PRC down there asking like just anyone : ‘execute me sir. doo euu wan der cilli source or der tomaeto kechap source ah?’ what the bloody fuck. my blood’s like boiling la. and then today bloody funny. brain and zing and i were at the cathay billy bombers. that filipino repeated our orders and we all felt really awkward. what is this? aren’t we (singaporeans) supposed to feel comfortable, like SUPER comfortable, in our homeland (singapore)?!?!?! it’s so unfair we have to say ‘huh?’ so many times to get what the hell the other person’s saying. aiyo! damn annoying sia. this is why im so thankful that i’m a singaporean, if not i will be hated by so many other people on top of those that already hate me. sad case man.

alright!

siala 😦 very sad lor. no $ ying liao lor. i hate it. eesh.

oh crap! i can’t wear PE to school tomorrow there’s bloody photo-taking. bullshit.

oh man i have this sudden urge to watch NMTB!!!! NOEL!!! 😀

-toilet break-

oh yeah mat we saw sheny today haha he kept looking at us in search for you!! but too bad you weren’t there, bet he was like ‘aiyo mei ci ze yang de’ i’m damn cheena. shudders. no one’s online yet. i’m still in this situation where there’s only the sound of me typing and like the fan blades turning round and round and round and then the constant weird noises my com makes. solitude. i enjoy solitude but sometimes it gets to me. sickeningbitch.

qwertyuiopasdfghjklzxcvbnm woohoo bored sia……….

Guilty conscience tells me nooooooooooooooooo

hi blog. i don’t feel like typing much today i feel quite awkward now.. just waiting for zing and ann to come online to discuss about tomorrow. i hope i know what to wear by today.. i really have no clothes that is suitable for tomorrow. 😦 sad sia. i didn’t study just now just did a few math questions and then gave up to the persistent headaches i’ve been getting since so long ago. guilty pangs right now. SHIT. feel like shit now. whoopdeedoodaa. waiting for my friends…………………………… had a rough night yesterday. but i feel better. i hope my mum gets better and my sister too. and my dad. hm, drive safe i guess. later, blog.

cheena minah

oh dear! i got an omen! my right eyelid twitched – bad news – means i’m going to school. EESH! oh me oh my. hahaha listening to gay ass MCS. i hate smartasses that don’t reply you. and i don’t even know why i have a _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ . non-existent sia. i really feel like playing the piano now don’t ask why. love my omens. i’m wearing unionjackthingy (zing you should know) hahaha, and yup, best kiss of my dreams!!! no la. anyway, only close friends would know about the i kissed a girl thingy. i can’t type it here unless someone stumbles upon this little blog. and thinks i’m like lesbo and stuff. haha nope, i’m not. i love you earth, don’t die. wo ai ni, bu yao si. yuck.

I LOVE MY FRIENDS

woohoo! i just CANNOT wait for the Os to be over!!! just thinking of it makes me feel thrilled to the max! gay siaaa. i had a great day today. haha, actually i’ve survived without my cell for like, 7+3 = 10 days!! oh man i rock! i’m now in a dilemma. to stay home tomorrow or to go to school for a few hours to listen to physics that will probably help me do better. but i’m really lazy and it’s gonna be boring. gimme a sign, an omen, so that i can decide. thank you.

back to today! i met mat and zing at the cathay, i was so afraid that they weren’t coming cos they both were late and i didn’t have my phone. (coughs) and so i kept looking out, like a hawk. i swear! i felt damn idiotic. like, what the hell i felt so disconnected from the world. but in the end i saw mat across the street so i was like heng ah

then zing came haha made her grand entrance LATE LATE LATE! tardy queen sia. 🙂 then we went to ben and jerrys to get seats so that we could study cos there weren’t any at starbucks. seriously, i kinda hate starbucks now. im sick of it! me and zing did math and liye was revising ss. that poor girl, her favourite subject sucks la. haha woohoo can’t wait for Os to get lost.

so after that, we went around. then mat left cos she didn’t wanna be late. so me and zing went to KFC. haha then we went to starbucks to plan for UK! :):):) gay ass so many smileys but i really really really really really really can’t wait! really can’t wait. zing tried this really bad drink at starbucks. ugh the taste – unbelievably shitty. homogenous culture mat 😉

still feel depressed but i feel better after pouring out my troubles to zing. that bitch sure can listen to people complain. haha that sounded really lian-ish. i feel weird suddenly. like really weird. it’s okay…

OH MAN! (not crediting this) tsk tsk. dedication to mat and zing. enjoy

This was never the way I planned
Not my intention.
I got so brave, drink in hand
Lost my discretion
It’s not what I’m used to
Just want to try you on
I’m curious, for you,
Caught my attention

I kissed a girl
And I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl
Just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don’t mind it

It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don’t mean I’m in love tonight

I kissed a girl
And I liked it
(I liked it)

No, I don’t even know your name
It doesn’t matter
You’re my experimental game
Just human nature
It’s not what good girls do
Not how they should behave
My head gets so confused
Hard to obey

I kissed a girl
And I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl
Just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don’t mind it

It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don’t mean I’m in love tonight

I kissed a girl
And I liked it
(I liked it)

Us girls we are so magical
Soft skin, red lips, so kissable
Hard to resist, so touchable
Too good to deny it
Ain’t no big deal it’s innocent

I kissed a girl
And I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl
Just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don’t mind it

It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don’t mean I’m in love tonight

I kissed a girl
And I liked it
(I liked it)