the A-Z good descriptions of JASMINE

Amusing

Bitchy (can’t think of another description starting with B)

Cheesey

Deafening/dangerous

Energetic

Funnay

Girly

Honest

Idiotic

Jovial

Kiddy

Lame (3D lame!)

Menopausal

Not-to-be-trifled-with

Open-minded

Positive at times

Q.. hmm.

Responsible!

Sane

Tempo vivace (lively)

Unique

Vicious

Wife-material 😉

Xtraordinary (refer to ‘L’)

Young

Zing (a quality or characteristic that excites the interest)

For you!

You’re a part time lover and a full time friend
The monkey on your back is the latest trend
I don’t see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train
I kiss you all starry eyed, my body’s swinging from side to side
I don’t see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Here is the church and here is the steeple
We sure are cute for two ugly people
I don’t see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

The pebbles forgive me, the trees forgive me
So why can’t, you forgive me?
I don’t see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

I will find my nitch in your car
With my MP3, DVD, rumple-packed guitar
I don’t see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu du

Up up down down left right left right B A start
Just because we use cheats doesn’t mean we’re not smart
I don’t see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

You are always trying to keep it real
I’m in love with how you feel
I don’t see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

We both have shiny happy fits of rage
You want more fans, I want more stage
I don’t see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Don Quijote was a steel driving man
My name is Adam I’m your biggest fan
I don’t see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

XOXOXO!

RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE

it was this amazing maze

that satisfied the girls’ craze

to capture delight, amusement and what-nots

for something that would make me snort.

different machines that swallowed our coins

colourful screens and wonderfully-lit booths

the chumminess really did soothe

after exciting experience after every different shoot

we all felt like an old coot

the heels that we had on were not the best choice

we realised that when we all made noise

well at least we all had a merry time

thanks to the lovely, dime-sucking neo-print machines

THE SONG THAT THE BLANGAHS SING!!!! [i’m so not racist.]

……… the…. IMMIGRANT SONG!

well, the hours are creeping by and in approximately 1 hours and 19 minutes, it’s gonna be the first day of CNY!!! EXCITING RIGHT?! haha, it’s the only day i get to receive red packets 😦 so ya.

AND!!! haha, my mum is really superstitious and she said that on the first day of new year this cow year, we’re not supposed to wear red. the best colour is WHITE! hahaha i’m going to wear a white shirt tomorrow not cos i’m being superstitious, but it’s cos i want to dress decently and not expose my belongings to my relatives. hahaha. HAHA. conservative people i have for relatives. tsk tsk.

bored. somebody save me!! HAHA, luckily i’ve got anya to save me. 😀

Ahhhhh, ahhhhhh
Ahhhhh, ahhhhhh

We come from the land of the ice and snow
From the midnight sun where the hot springs blow

The hammer of the Gods will drive our ships to new lands
To fight the horde, sing and cry, Valhalla, I am coming

On we sweep with threshing oar
Our only goal will be the western shore

Ahhhhh, ahhhhhh
Ahhhhh, ahhhhhh

We come from the land of the ice and snow
From the midnight sun where the hot springs blow

How soft your fields so green, can whisper tales of gore
Of how we calmed the tides of war, we are your overlords

On we sweep with threshing oar
Our only goal will be the western shore

So now you’d better stop and rebuild all your ruins
For peace and trust can win the day despite of all your losing

Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
La, la, la, la
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh

THAT’S THE WAY MY LOVE IS

you are my sunshine,

my only sunshine.

you make me happy,

when skies are grey.

you never know dear,

how much i love you.

please don’t take my sunshine away…

i’m done dismantling the 2000-piece puzzle that i’ve put together amazingly in like less than 4 days i guess. but i’ve put it away in a way that i’ll be able to fix it up in like 20mins. and boy, it wasn’t easy!

I CANNOT BELIEVE IM GOING TO CELEBRATE CNY IN LIKE 3DAYS?! HAHA, don’t feel like it’s coming at all.

whatever… lalala. feel so weird and like shitty.

anyways can’t wait for tmr’s cool date with me girlfriends. going to get my ear pierced. and then manicure. 😀

ENJOY.

They say that life ain’t easy
They’ll say your life’s a crime
Destroy up all good reason
How I’m alive

They’ll say that nothing matters
Not even your will to survive
Of course I love you baby
‘Cause I’m alive
Yes, I’m alive

Whenever I call you out
Whenever I draw you round
Whenever is here and now

That’s the way my love is
That’s the way I care
You should call on me baby
I’m always there for you
Yeah, I’m always there for you

They’ll say you’ll lose your nerve soon
To claim identity
Disgrace our sacred promise
With no belief
Oh, how I believe in you

That’s the way my love is for you
That’s the way my love is for you

I feel a coming age now
I feel a dawn in me
A certain sun keeps rising
On my belief in you

That’s the way my love is
That’s the way I care
You should call on me baby
‘Cause I’m always there for you
That’s the way my love is
That’s the way I care
You should call on me baby
‘Cause I’m always there for you
Yeah, I’m always there for you

read and weep

IM NOT OKAY.

Well if you wanted honesty, that’s all you had to say
I never want to let you down or have you go
It’s better off this way
For all the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
Remember when you broke your foot
From jumping out the second floor

I’m not okay
I’m not okay
I’m not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it’s not the life it seems
(I’m not okay)
I’ve told you time and time again
You sing the words but don’t know what it means
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look

I’m not okay
I’m not okay
I’m not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you’d read me like a book
But the pages are all torn and frayed

I’m okay
I’m okay
I’m okay, now
(I’m okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I’m telling you the truth
I mean this, I’m okay
(Trust me)

I’m not okay
I’m not okay
Well, I’m not okay
I’m not o-fucking-kay
I’m not okay
I’m not okay
(Okay)

i’m really emotionally distraught now. i’m having a really bad day. went out with a certain someone. i got really annoying apparently. and i’m a bitch to everyone on earth. and when i came home i got into a fight with my mother. and i’m really not feeling any bit alright now. crying. till my eyes are swollen. i wish i’ll just die right now. so what if i appear to be smart and all. i’m not liked by anyone. i’m an annoying bitch. and right now. i have to dismantle the 2000 piece puzzle that i fixed. just because the bloody frame is spoiled and CNY is fucking coming and my mum doesn’t want it lying around doing nothing. fucking anal. can i just die right now. i’ve no guts to end my life. i’m just a wuss. and an annoying bitch. who annoys everyone. who is rude to her mother. who is not skinny enough to fit into size 8 pants. who is not liked by anyone. who hates skinny bitches. who isn’t liked by anyone. who is annoying. who is a mentally unsound fucker. who is a girl that screws up people’s lives. who doesn’t belong anywhere. who isn’t liked by anyone. who is hated by everyone. who is a good-for-nothing. who is very rude to her mother. who doesn’t respect her mother. who her boyfriend hates. who her boyfriend doesn’t care about. who can’t control her anger and temper and emotions and tears. who can’t handle anything. who isn’t okay. who behaves like a baby – immature and cannot stop crying. who is really fucked-up. who nobody cares about.

i’m not a ‘who’ now. i’m a nobody. i’m a thing. i’m a thing.

I LIKE. I MODE!

😀

All I Want Is You

If I was a flower growing wild and free
All I’d want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen
All I’d want is you to shade me and be my leaves

If I was a flower growing wild and free
All I’d want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen
All I’d want is you to shade me and be my leaves

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a river in the mountains tall,
The rumble of your water would be my call.
If you were the winter, I know I’d be the snow
Just as long as you were with me, let the cold winds blow

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a wink, I’d be a nod
If you were a seed, well I’d be a pod.
If you were the floor, I’d wanna be the rug
And if you were a kiss, I know I’d be a hug

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were the wood, I’d be the fire.
If you were the love, I’d be the desire.
If you were a castle, I’d be your moat,
And if you were an ocean, I’d learn to float.

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

Dear nick,

for richer for poorer

for better for worst

i promise to stick by you

and share your woes

and tickle your toes

i won’t leave you for anything under the sun,

just don’t leave me if i become 0.1 ton

 

you mean so much to me and i don’t want to ever see you sad or hear you being burdened by your emotions. love love.

VANILLA LATTE FOR BOOGER (:

today’s training was really fun. i had a good day. learnt how to make [vanilla] latte, mocha, cappuccino, americano and caramel macchiato! hahaha i was damn scared at first cos the espresso machine is really noisy and it makes really loud sounds haha, but i need to get used to it. the machines are super clever la. i took my typhoid jab today and my arm feels really numb now and achy haha but doesn’t hurt.

i feel so sad that i can’t join mat zing and vicky at sentosa tomorrow cos they going tanning and i would be LATE for training if i go…. 😦 it’s alright. hahaha i’ll go icon soon.

later.