Aiyo

Feeling quite upset as I have run out of shampoo 😥 How to bathe like that?! So tired better pack my bag and go to sleep

Goodnight my love

Walao eh

Sooooooo fucking mad at these two men. I’m sitting at the bus stop for about 30 minutes now, waiting for bus 5. And these two men come along when I was 5 minutes into waiting. And they wouldn’t stop complaining about the wait. If you cared so much about waiting, then wouldn’t you take the bloody cab?! So many of them just driving past. It just means you have no fucking money right? Omg I am so pissed. Then one of the guys sits down next to me and keeps fucking using his knuckle to hit the bench. I have looked over at his fingers a few fucking times and after the 20th time, he finally realized and apologized. Stupid or what? Seriously they are annoying the hell out of me because they are being retarded grown men, and pacing about wondering why the bus is taking so long. If it’s taking long, IT WILL TAKE LONG NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY. if you say ‘basket’ or ‘knn’ it won’t make the bus come faster. It’ll just piss off everyone else, like me. Fucking hell these people just don’t get it. If you’re unemployed and angry at the fuckinh transport system, join them and maybe you’ll get a job operating the buses or trains then you wont ever complain about not being able to get a bus once you reach the fucking bus stop.

In the words of Gordon Ramsay, FUCK ME.

TOBY THE KITTEN

i have a dilemma!

don’t know who i love more dermot o’leary or james lance

haha or simon amstell

Madhatter

Feeling so sick of the shit in this asylum, because I’m the most sane in here. Just need a shoulder to cry on but there’s really no one there.

It is this time of the night that loneliness strikes my heart and tonight it hurts even more.

I hate to cry because it doesn’t make me feel better but when there’s nothing you can do, or when there’s no words to express how you feel, crying is the only thing you can do.

I am not sure what will become of me in the next few months or few years.

I am just tired of pretending to be fine I just really really need the chance to let it all out, but I don’t have the courage to show my vulnerabilities and I don’t want to make other people feel unhappy too.

I dont know what to do. Will someone please tell me what do? How to lock away the troubles and take away the pain? I can only think of escape- locking myself up in my room. Nothing much I can do besides that.

No one really likes me for I am a fake. I am a destructive girl and I can’t make people happy. I can’t resolve their problems and I am a barrier to their happiness.

Just wish you were here, maybe I’d feel better. But I know I got to let you go. I have to let you go before I go insane, even more than I am already.

I really hate myself. I am ugly and despicable, fat and horrible. I make people cringe. My boyfriend left me cos I am all that I just mentioned.

I just wish all these thoughts would go away.

full speed ahead, i hope

this will be the last time i complain about not studying for the exams because i have less than a day to study… but i just can’t study when i’m having a throbbing headache, can i? 😦

i’m pretty sure i won’t be blogging for the next few days because i’ll be having fun and then… starting internship. whoopie?

The Moon is Bright

Can’t fall asleep and I went to check emails on my phone and I cleared out my hotmail and I saw your emails there. It’s like… Heartbreaking to see your name appear there. I hate it that I still can’t pluck up the courage to erase you from my life so that maybe I will have an easier time getting over you.

Today wasn’t a productive day of studying at all. I didn’t even remember anything from the notes that I typed out. I felt really bad so i didn’t download the notes from Ana because I wanted to pass this exam with my own effort. And it just didn’t feel right to take her notes.

I spent the day watching skins again. I think my favorite is season 3. Yeah for sure season 3!

Goodnight 🙂

omg like get the fuck on with studying geeeeees

oh my god like half the day is gone already and i haven’t even accomplished anything yet. and i’m not feeling the pressure. this will come back to haunt me for sure.

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really got to start studying for the paper. i just watched masterchef us and i am very pleased with the result 🙂 am feeling very happy right now and i should get on with studying if i want to have a future.

 

 

but it’s reallllyyyyyy difficult to start

i thought we were forever i didn’t even wanna jinx it

really wanted to email you this

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gI2eO_mNM88&feature=relmfu

but what’s the use of it all?

i really detest myself because i can’t get over you. i’ve got no one here. tired, alone; all i want is to have you back. just to have you lie next to me and listen to music like we used to do; stay indoors and while our time away.

help me by getting out of my skull i beg of you stop fucking with my head

i have to get over this shit and start studying. no more excuses, i’ve run out of things to watch and it’s time to hit the books.

seriously considering whether i should even try entering a university. so fucking tired of studying i hate it i hate it