i’m super duper bored i can’t wait for 8 Dec oh my gosh………………………………………. HELP!!!!!!! super bored here. and no one wants to talk to me 😦

Frenchy, I’m faking,
Been longing to stir you up,
Changing looks slightly like back in the ’90s,
Far and away whistle delayed delights.

The prospect of lightning was ever so frightening,
She said youre kisses are nice,
But I’m looking for hills to roll,
Down with abandon and no understanding.

I borrowed your suitcase and filled it with pearls and gold,
You let me down lightly,
I killed you politely.

i just packed my luggage. but i still got stuff to buy. argh. all the spending if only there’s no worry about currency exchange rates! bleh. i think i’m going out for dinner tonight though. i think jon will tag along :X i don’t understand why my mother can allow my sister to like blatantly just hang out with him like every single day 60% of the time. the 40% others are allocated for toilet time and like sleep. and she doesn’t let me have a boyfriend. what’s wrong with having one? it’s not like i didn’t concentrate for my Os? and like prelims, LIKE HELLO I FREAKING RECEIVED A SCHOLARSHIP. if i just get a single point for my Os i will ask her to let me date lincoln. even if she forbids, too bad. i’ve proven that i still focus on my schoolwork. and i can balance my time with work and relationship. argh. i’m really pissed off. WHY is she so darn blind? WHY is she so adamant about not letting me and lincoln be together. WHY. siao one lor. i really don’t see why. she’ll just regret if i can’t find a good husband next time. since she wants me to keep my options open i bet if i ‘keep my options open’ my boyfriend will ‘keep his options open’ too and then i’ll just be broken. whatthefish man.

a few days ago my mother told me she scolded my sister for asking whether she could go swimming at Icon with jon & her other friends. my mother was really angry she was like, you want to go there and party or what, that’s not even where you stay, the security guard will chase you out and uncle tex is gonna get into trouble. woa. now even better, my sister doesn’t need to go with her other friends, she’s going with jon only! so shiok right? fucking going her way la. and guess what, she’s gonna wear a bikini. jackpot la. jon’s gonna be so in love with her skinny body that has braved the ordeal of inserting 300g of titanium in there. aww. ugh. i’m so sad. this is really depressing. why is my mother so blind? please la. walao. can die man. i just can’t wait to go to UK. but it’s really sad that my mother only can give me very little money to spend there plus almost everything there is so expensive so i bloody can’t get much stuff i bet. well, compared to other people, i’m better off.

i can’t wait to start work i’m like rotting at home. ARGH.

save me!

December 5, 2008

yay! my best friends are back back back! 😀 yesterday was really a nice day – good weather and good company. went out with miss ng to see a movie. we watched Bolt! super good animation and super good storyline – at least to the both of us. it’s so touching at the end and we both were like tearing. my goodness i’m full of praises for Bolt.

anyways the week’s update

monday&tuesday&wednesday&thursday were really really really fun and i’m really sad that time could not have passed slower. tuesday was great fun at Icon with mat and then to lil’ india to get a nicer, cleaner face. haha whatever. painful but hey, no pain no gain. the weather was just awesome that day proving either that mat isn’t a jinx or i just have enough luck to kill her bad luck 😛 hahaha!

i’m so bored. my mum doesn’t let me go out. but i love discovery channel. mythbusters is on now. yay

later.