I LISTEN TO MCR WHEN I’M PISSED AND/OR DEPRESSED

so it’s a friday night and i’m home alone.

WATCH YOUR BACK

you don’t know who you’re dealing with. i’m on to you, bitch.

Whenever I look at you, I don’t know what to do!

liye and i are at city link starbucks right now. haha we’re like stranded on this tiny little spot that is sheltered by the huge umbrellas. the ground around us is starting to form puddles and then soon there’ll be a massive flood. AHH

so anyway today school was a total waste of time. AGAIN we were forced to not stick together as a group and so all of us had to split up. okay not all. just alicia. i’m pissed off that we have to accommodate the rest of the people in whatever modules that we’re taking this semester. they’re so disgusting. okay not ‘they’, just one guy. one egoistical bastard who thinks he’s the smartest person alive. he has to make the rest of the class seem stupid and he gives textbook answers while trying to pretend he’s not looking at the slides for them. SO DUMB. i hate him. if he has any sense at all, he’d know how to get people to want him in their group. but obviously he’s doesn’t.

so much for making friends in school, i think i’ll just stick with the old ones that i made in year 1 sem 1 i’m not being anti-social but i think that’s just sensible. why do you want so many acquaintances and yet none which you’re really close to? you have to decide who to sit with during lunch breaks, who to sit with during lectures. and the list goes on.

i feel annoyed at myself that ever since school started i haven’t found the time to read. i want a KINDLE so badly, dammit!

Blasted from a disconnected light switch
Through the condo that they’ll never finish
Bounced across a Saudi satellite dish
And through your brain to California English

Heart Skipped A Beat

i’m quite confused as to how i should feel right now. i don’t know what i’m feeling it’s quite numb. i don’t know how to explain.

anyway i’m importing XX into my itunes right now.

money troubles again. everyday i have to think about how to spend my money wisely. okay, not everyday, just the days where i feel motivated to save money and the days where i have no money. but it’s okay.

right now i’m looking at MUSE’s flyer for the Big Night Out i’m still thinking of how awesome that was and i wonder when the next time will be. i really really really really LOVE them. not all good bands have good looking faces, no, none like MUSE. take hot chip for example. hahaha so mean.

i feel bad for sleeping in lecture today because i haven’t done so in pretty long. okay,like a week and 1 day. it’s long okay. i used to sleep for like 2 lectures per week.

i don’t know what to blog about but i really wanna type shit so that it kinda clears my mind. i’m going to stop trying though. goodbye

(GASPS)

i was talking to my sister online just now about her trip in China. she’s still there of course. haha my mother was saying that she put on a lot of weight there in china because she eats so much everyday.

everything’s so cheap there! if only i like china.. then i would go there and have fun and spend minimal amount of RMB. hahaha.

anyway my sister was telling me how she went to visit the zoo in China and how they lock up the huge lions in a cage like it’s in a jail cell. it’s quite a kindergarten analogy but i think she really means it. the jellyfish at the aquariums are super cute. like purple and cute. i don’t know where i saved the photo to. i can’t wait for her to come back to show me what else she bought from China. that’s the only thing i’m looking forward to. so bad right but whatever. so judgmental you people.

i wanted to say something but i forgot

met ng today for dinner and an exchange of presents. haha time well spent. i really need to get started on CMA tutorial or i’ll kill myself. i told myself i’m going to do it just now. like about 2 hours ago. and i just spent my time online talking and playing mahjong.

i hope everyone’s having fun in school. i’m having fun in school some times. though particularly not today because of how the class dynamics and demographics are fucked up. and nobody’s to blame, seriously cos all of us wanted to be in this class. it’s just a wrong mix of people. it’s okay this will pass. it will take a pretty long time but this too shall pass. CLICHE STATEMENT

OH YES, DID I MENTION I’M PISSED OFF?

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RESISTANCE IS FUTILE

this is the first week of school gone. it’s gone 😦

i’ve tried my best to cope with school so far, paying attention in lectures (well, most of them) and i did my tutorials for tomorrow! how amazing am i? (pause long enough for applause) i’m not being silly. since last semester, i haven’t been bothered with tutorials and i need to change my bad habits.

well i can’t wait for the last week of school to arrive. 6 more weeks till the tests come, which effectively means 7 weeks till holidays!

anyway i finally opened this letter by liye. hahaha it’s so sweet how she tried to make me believe it’s actually Bloc Party Tickets inside the envelope. but it’s okay. it’s a beautiful card.

yes and i’ve got another one from tricia ng!!!!!!! but i don’t have a photo because my freaking phone is having some difficulties. i’m putting up the photo by today i don’t freaking care.

haha yes zing, the background is MUSE’s flag of Eurasia

WELCOME TO THE JUNGLE

i’m feeling very happy now. i now warn everyone that it’s very difficult to top this year’s birthday celebration. i had such an awesome time guys thank you all so much ti amo everyone!

there’s nothing better in the world than having friends who stick by you and having them listen to you whine about shitty things that don’t even matter in life. and by friends i mean friends and even my boyfriend. i’m so glad i’ve come to know all of you and let’s all prove that the 7 year itch doesn’t happen amongst friends.

dinner at Margarita’s was fantastic and the surprise was really awesome (i can’t think of another word) and i think all of you really know me really well. sparklers and chocolate cake that wasn’t edible! hahahahaha

oh and if you’re wondering where we took these awesome photos, we’re in the middle of a jungle

PLEASE LET THERE BE CRABS FOR DINNER