December is for Cynics

i am feeling rather hollow. this year sucks and the previous years have sucked. i hope somehow someone or something will happen sometime soon to help me and my family to get out of this shithole.

class chalet was almost awesome i realise that we really lacked a BBQ. haha but with the ‘amazing’ number of people who turned up, it was wise to not have planned one. but anyhowwww, it was fun and we all had a blast last night playing that ‘seaweed’ game. get it? hahahaha TB27 is soooo sweet. i feel stupid saying something like this, so secondary school. haha. but yes, i have fun with all of them.

ngeeannpoly will suck the life out of me starting next monday. 😦 sucks soooo much.

i’d give anything to be on the streets of Oxford Circus now enjoying that awesome strawberry waffle or having a maple taffy on snow, aye zing? i don’t know if i ever get the chance to go overseas again i’m like perpetually broke and i can NEVER seem to have enough money to spend on ‘necessities’ and the likes.

here is my new year message to everyone : this year, just try not to get fucked by the world.

Yes, I wrote this!

Do you see what I see?

There can be no clouds with the same shape.
They don’t repeat, that’s all I can say.
No creature has the power to be in this picture.
Even the sun has to succumb to the clouds and become numb and hide away.

I see trees being blown by the wind.
So let the wind caress my naked body.
I see the moon smiling upon me.
So let the moon be my mother watching over me.
For I have no parents, I’ll never be as lucky as X.

The clouds shift and get sucked in by a force so great I can’t explain.
First slowly, then real quick.
I now have no companion, for dawn is coming, and my moon, is slowly disappearing in the light.
Is that the light coming from what’s above?

Let that orange cloud stay for just a bit longer,
it’s my toy dragon.
It disappears, changes to a hospital white.

Then, I’m all alone.

Ding-dong

P.S sorry NOSEGAY RUAN haha i didn’t know your made a comment and a bit siao la wordpress, i have to like go to the account and see comments and guess what yours was a spam. 🙂 hahahaha nicely done.

merry christmas human beings, not to be pessimistic, but enjoy it while you can. SLUTS ARE RUINING THE EARTH.

cheers and down this bitch.

Ian & Isabel

i’m quite nervous about tomorrow but i can’t seem to focus or to even have the interest to do anything to improve the situation. what if i fuck it all up. i’m quite scared now. anyway i think it’s too late.

London Bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down.
London Bridge is falling down, my fair lady.

help i’m alive, my heart’s beating like a hammer.

well, since i’m bored, here are some words that rhyme with ‘hammer’
stammer
glamour
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GOODNIGHT

LOSE THE JUICE

i’ve been having too much fun in between my tests and it’s almost impossible for me to start now because ITB and Stats are completely disgusting and irritating modules. 😦

SHIHWEE NOSEGAY RUAN is so lucky. you ARE going to give me that Longchamp bag aren’t you 😉

anyway yesterday was killer. woke up after a mere 4.5 hour sleep to open JJ. but at least the shift wasn’t boring i got to work with 2 other bimbos and our new store manager. omg yesterday damn retarded. okay, i took a cab to work. everytime i do opening now i have to take a cab to work. because of recent circumstances. ask me and i’ll tell you more. anyway. the cab uncle was damn angsty like he horned 3 people. and i didn’t travel a huge distance cos i was staying over at my granny’s place. like seriously WTF. he just horn and horn like he freaking own the road. then when we reached Jalan Jamal i was like, can i use NETS cos yesterday night i spent all my cash. and usually you would expect ALL taxi cabs in Singapore to accept NETS right…. and he was like, cannot la! this taxi don’t have la! then i freaking started to panic. then i remember seeing my manager sitting outside JJ and waiting for me. and i was like OKAY I’LL GET CASH FROM HER. so i ran from the traffic light (he didn’t know what i meant by stop HERE) to the store and like after her i was like OMG DO YOU HAVE CASH!!?!?!?!? haha she didn’t have, so she reimbursed her cab fare cos she stays like freaking far away. and then she passed me $10. when i left the cab with my shoebag in it to serve as a hostage, the meter was $6.60. when i got back onto the cab, i do not know what was wrong with that old man, he left the meter running and it was like $7.20. then he said i only needed to pay him $6.50. er.. excuse me, i didn’t comprehend. but like he was like ya, $6.50. whatever lor.

after the shift, i left to go back to my granny’s and like bathed and everything and then left for bedok for tuition. at 5pm, took the same train as ann and did a little bit of catching up and talking about the good times. like in NewZealand… omg so funny we’re like ZING AH. yes zing, remember that pissing moment in that cool store near our student hostel? but still, i love you.

i can’t remember a time when i didn’t get hurt while working. i’m accident-prone when i’m working. DON’T ASK ME WHY.

okay, i’m going to remind you people why i think the world is ending.

BEAUTIFUL INNIT.

me and megan 🙂

and mia who looks really sleepy. MONSTER!

SHIHWEE RUAN AND ANA

okay bye.

Black Wave/Bad Vibrations

Poppy Ouyang

this week i have almost no time alone for myself to enjoy. because i’m supposed to be studying for the common tests which begin this bloody saturday.

so this tuesday i went to meet lincoln at his place. and we decided to watch movies on his laptop. well, I watched them. he fell asleep 20 minutes into Trainspotting. went on to watch the proposal myself. so awesomeeee…

argh i can’t stand it that i have to take a test in 2 days’ time.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHI HWEE FOOD QUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN XOXO

too bad i can’t upload the pictures we took with the DS. i don’t know why the USB only works as a charger. haha there’s a separate one but it’s with my boyfriend.

anyway i have so so so so much to type but now i’m having a mental block.

i finally got my EZLINK card made. after that i felt like i should relax myself so i went to the library and had lunch and read Pride and Prejudice. it’s made into a comic haha, it’s really good. and i finished it within an hour and so i left for home. when i got home then i realised that i had no motivation to do ANY studying so i watched TV till 7 and then got started. i’m damn lazzzzyyyyyyy HOW HOW HOW

choc chip cookie

i haven’t been blogging recently and i feel weird about it. this is like my page to rant and talk cock.

so today i have 3 hours of ITB. and like 1 hour of ITB lecture. skipping lecture!

i lost my ez-link card last week and i’m still damn pissed about it. why the hell did i lose it. i’m so insecure now that i realised that i actually lose stuff. i don’t usually lose things. 😦 okay so i’ve got to replace my card somehow, but i need $28 and a nice passport photo of myself. but do i have a nice passport photo of myself? NO. do i like to even take photos of myself? NO. i don’t want another disgusting passport photo. 😦

can’t wait for class chalet!!!!!!!!!!!! we’re like booking it now.

Hissing Fauna, I didn’t destroy it!! YAY

My beloved snoopy I miss you.

🙂

That awesome restaurant with really nice buns

Zing’s awesome YSL tattoo done by liye

series of clouds

Hissing Fauna, I AM THE DESTROYER

what can i say? i’m a MONSTER. i destroy everything! i don’t deserve to own anything really good and nice. imagine if i have a pet, i’d kill it. i’m not joking. i’m a destroyer.

all will be fine, i’m sure…. i guess? when i smell your bubble gum breath.