I want to be a princess when I grow up

i’m so tired. out of all the days i feel the most sian today. i don’t even have time to rest 😦 sian. anyway i only had like 4plus hours of sleep yesterday i just realised 😦 and then woke up to meet zing at siglap macs for breakfast 😀 haha you know you miss your friend when you hug her at macs. seriously.

afterthat was work at jj. i’m damn tired please. i was damn bored. when there weren’t any customers, i topped up the milk in the fridge. and we have to practise first-in-first-out. so i had to bring out the milk that expires before the new milk that i’m gonna put in. and i was having a really tough time so i told the milk cartons to stop being a bitch. chased the Singaporean bird outside (you know those black birds with the yellow beaks, yeah those are Singaporean birds) cos it was on the table. if there weren’t anybody outside, i would’ve asked it to fuck off seriously.

after work i had two solid hours of tuition. 😦 sian. very tired now.

i’d better get started with ITB i’ve never hated the existence of IT up until now.

Smells Like Teen Spirit

hi world. i haven’t blogged in quite some time because i’ve been really busy with school work. well anyway today is the last session of volleyball i will miss having to wake up at 6 am in order to be in school just in time for this sport. hahahahahah i sound so sarcastic but i really really mean it. but today sucked cos the sun was super hot and everyone like FORGOT how to play there really wasn’t much team spirit. but ANYHOW.

i wanted to blog about something but i really forgot what.

so anyway, on tuesday, i went to watch Andrew Bird perform at the esplanade. i had such an awesome time. the music was simply beautiful. everyone enjoyed every bit of it. he’s really humble and he started on time, unlike Cat Power who started like what half an hour late?! and then at the end, he gave us extra 30 minutes encore. he’s really a wonderful music man. he’s so so so so so so talented. after the second song, i told lincoln that ‘I am in love’.

school on all the other days of the week but here come the weekends!!! i’m so thankful that it’s finally friday and i can take a breather and have normal sleeping hours. i really wish i was born with more self-discipline or at least teach myself to  procrastinate less.

next week will be the last week of school. following that would be two weeks of consultation/study break before the exams start on the 20th. after the 25th, i would have officially finished my first year in NP. YAY!!!! put your hands in the air and shout for joyyyyyyy. it’s damn sian when you see all your jc friends go on to J2 and you’re still in first year like in the middle of your 2nd semester. you feel like you’re lagging behind. it’s quite difficult to explain la.

i really wanted to say something but i forgot.

i really need to do CNY clothes shopping. so far i’ve got….. like a pair of sandals. and quite fail la. i don’t really like it now. i need something else 😦 tell me how and where and who to get money from? i need clothes that are cheap and beautiful and wearable and more clothes like that and MORE clothes like that. hahahahaha. stupid.

i’m like half asleep now even though it’s only 3pm in the afternoon. i haven’t had much sleep these couple of nights because of the project rushing and staring at the laptop for several hours straight after a whole day of school and travelling and tuition definitely drains your body and mind. so i am going to take advantage of the remaining hours of my day before meeting liye to take a nap. i am happy.

OMG as soon as i clicked on ‘publish’ i remembered what i wanted to blog about. does everyone know about iPad? omg seriously go google it and you’ll see how ugly it is. and what’s up with that name?!?!?! SERIOUSLY. it’s as if you’re talking about a sanitary pad that has electronic functions. or it’s as if you’ve got problems spelling iPod. seriously. APPLE. think about it.

I HATE MY LIFE

CHEESE AND SOUR CREAM&ONION CRACKERS ARE THE BOMB

OMG!! i thought episode 13 was the last part of HMS. hahahaha i was cheated! HAHA. i still have to wait for next week?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! it’s okay. at least i know they’ll end up together hahahaha so cute

i’m in love

JEALOUSYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

sigh im really jealous of my class couple they’re really damn damn damn sweet. they will last forever. so sweet really.

when i think of my own relationship… sigh. they’re like the sweetest couple ever. they celebrate the months they’ve been together. how sweet is that!?!?!? the number of places they’ve been to. the number of things they’ve done together. the number of movies they’ve watched. the amount of time they’ve spent with each other. the number of photos they’ve taken. the amount of love they have for each other. it is overwhelming. i’m really really jealous. JEALOUS J E A L O U S JEALOUS

he really loves her and she really loves him. they’ve never quarreled before. and they see each other almost everyday. i’m having a meltdown. how can they be so perfect together. i think it’s time i stopped talking about how jealous i am and appreciate the relationship i have with lincoln. but HOW CAN I DO THAT WHEN I KNOW THAT THERE’S SO MANY THINGS IM MISSING OUT ON IN LIFE IS IT JUST ME I THINK I’M GOING CRAZYYYYYYYYY

GROW GROW GROW

omg… i know i’ve been through this before but i simply can’t get over the fact that my hair looks like shit. it’s too short i look like a bung. omg. it’s so so so so so so weird to have this hairstyle. i really really am not enjoying the looks given to me by my classmates 😦 is there any way for my hair to grow fast in order not to look so weird? ?? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ???? ?

i’m really depressed. help i’m alive, my heart’s beating like a hammer.

BOB

i haven’t been doing my work for the past few days 😦 this is so not good.

i went to cut my hair after school today. it’s a serious bob. it’s so so so so so so so short. i wanted my old hairstyle and he freaking didn’t cut the hairstyle that i wanted. and now i look weird. and i look like i copied someone in class. 😦 not good. after that, i shopped around but didn’t find anything 😦 then went to tampines to meet zing for dinner and a little shopping. i finally bought flats. finally bought something new for my feet haha.

i’m not feeling well. im losing my voice soon. i don’t want to go to school anymore.

i so need a mojito now.

I’M NOT BEING A BITCH I’M JUST SAYING

someone is wearing what i have. she’s in my class. and i’ve worn the thing for A LOT of times already. wtfell.

My baker can give me bread and butter

AHHHHHHHH shit i feel so annoyed right now. i watched all the episodes of Hi My Sweetheart. and the last one isn’t uploaded on youtube yet. OMG i NEED to watch it!!!!

got school today. school was boring as usual. slept during econs lecture. i think that’s a first for econs lecture. which is BAD. cos it was the LAST LECTURE of the semester. WOOHOO hahaha yay! i’m so glad the first year is coming to an end. SOON.

after school finished watching a dvd with ali at the library haha damn funny. then….. we had to go for stylelogy. after that we went to clementi to have dinner at KFC with szeli and jiaxin. then went home with the hope of finished HMS tonight but NO. bloody. hell.

i’m tired. i’m bored.

i’m so bored right now. someone give me a boyfriend to talk to.

Cheeeeeeeeeeena!

i was bored the whole day after meeting lincoln cos he had to leave for a shoot. so i came back, watched a bit of HiMySweetheart (yes i know, i’m such a cheena pok), and then took a nap. woke up to have my dinner with mother. then……… watched MORE of that on youtube. and now i’m like 2 episodes away from the final one. it’s really exciting and i’m like omg chewing my nails everytime i watch it.

i really hope they end up together and live happily ever after.

this weekend will be boring. i just know it. 😦 half of it is GONE. the next week will be another fucked-up week. there’s like a mock test???? and i don’t exactly know what’s tested. hahahaha. smart-ness.

i want to live happily ever after too. THE END.

i miss you guys zing liye and tricias hang hang hang soon please. ask me out when you’re free when you don’t have tuition. if i’m free and don’t have to do project in school i’m THERE.

okay goodnight, i’m going to sleep now. got to wake up early tomorrow. i hope i dream of what i want to dream. i’ve been having too many bad dreams lately. AHH my phone battery is running really lowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww